than the foundry is selling it for? You smelting a little iron ore in your room at night, Mr. Richard Cypher?" "Do you want to hear what I have to say, or not?" His mouth twisted in annoyance. "'balk." "The foundry man was furious because he wasn't allowed to transport your whole order. He has more iron than he can sell because he isn't allowed to transport it, and the transport companies are all jammed up so they aren't showing up. He said he would be willing to sell it to me for less." Why?" "He needs the money. He showed me his cold blast furnaces. He owes wages and needs charcoal and ore and quicksilver, among other things, but hasn't enough money to buy it all. The only thing he has plenty of is smelted metal. His business is strangling because he can't move his product. I asked what price he would be willing to sell me iron for, if he didn't have to transport it-if I picked it up myself. He told me that if I came after dark, he would sell me fifty bars for one point two five gold marks. If you're willing to buy it from me for one point five, I'll have you another fifty bars by morning, when you said you need it." The man gaped as if Richard was a bar of iron that had just come to life before his eyes and started talking. "You know I'm willing to pay one and three-quarters, why would you offer to sell it to me for one and a half?" "Because," Richard explained, "I want to sell it for less than you'd have to pay through a transport company so that you'll buy it from me, instead, and, because I need you to loan me the one and a quarter gold marks, first, so I can buy the bars in the first place and bring them to you. The foundry will only sell them to me if I pay when I come to take them." "What's to keep you from disappearing with my one and a quarter gold marks?" "My word." The man barked a laugh. "Your word? I don't know you." "I told you, my name is Richard Cypher. Ishaq is scared to death of you, and he trusted me to get you the iron so you won't come wring his neck." Mr. Cascella smiled again. "I'd not wring Ishaq's neck. I like the fellow. He's stuck in a tight spot. -But don't you tell him I said that. I'd like to keep him on his toes." Richard shrugged. "If you don't want me to, I won't tell him you know how to smile. I know, though, that you're in a tighter spot than Ishaq. You have to deliver goods for the Order, but you're at the mercy of their methods." He smiled again. "So, Richard Cypher, what time will you be here with your wagon?" "I don't have a wagon. But, if you agree, I'll have your fifty iron bars right there"-Richard pointed at a spot out the double doors beside where Jori had parked the wagon-"in a pile, by dawn." Mr. Cascella frowned. "If you don't have a wagon, how you going to get the bars here? Walk?" "That's right." "Are you out of your mind?" "I don't have a wagon, and I want to earn the money. It's not all that far. I figure I can carry five at a time. That only makes ten trips. I can do that by dawn. I'm used to walking." "Tell me the rest of it-why you want to do this. The truth, now." "My wife isn't getting enough to eat. The workers' group assesses most of my wages, since I'm able to produce, and gives it to those who don't work. Because I can work, I've become a slave to those who can't, or who don't wish to. Their methods encourage people to find an excuse to let others take care of them. I intensely dislike being a slave. I figure I can entice you to go along with the deal by offering you a better price. We each gain a benefit. Value for value." "If I were to go along, what do you plan to do with all that money-go live off it for a while? Drink it away?" "I need the money to buy a wagon and a team of horses." The frown knotted tighter. "What do you need with a wagon?" "I need the wagon to deliver you all the iron you're going to buy from me because I can get it for you cheaper, and because I can deliver it when you need it." "You looking to get buried in the sky?" Richard smiled. "No. I just happen to think that the emperor wants his palace built. From what I've heard, they have a lot of slave labor down there-people they've captured. But they don't have enough slave labor to do it all for them. They need people like you, and the foundries. "If the officials of the Order want to have the work progress-and not have to explain to Emperor Jagang why it isn't they will be inclined to look the other way. In that narrow crack of need, there is opportunity. I expect I'll have to bribe a few officials to get them to be busy elsewhere when I come to pick up loads, but I've already figured that cost into it. I'll be acting on behalf of myself, not an established transport company, so they will be more inclined to see this as a way of accomplish ing what they need without suspending their morass of restrictions. "You will be getting iron for less than you pay now, and I can deliver. You can't even get what you need at the higher price. You will make more, too. We both benefit." The blacksmith stared for a moment as he tried to find a flaw in Richard's plan. "You're either the stupidest crook I ever saw, or the . . . I don't even know what. But I have Brother Narev breathing down my neck, and that isn't pleasant. Not pleasant at all. I probably shouldn't tell you this, but you know how Ishaq sweats over me? I sweat ten times that much when Brother Narev comes to ask why the tools aren't ready. The brothers don't want to hear my troubles, they just want what they want." "I understand, Mr. Cascella." He let out a sigh. "All right, Richard Cypher, one and a half gold marks for fifty bars delivered by dawn tomorrow-but I'll only give you the one and a quarter now. You get the other quarter mark in the morning, when my iron is here." "Agreed. Who is this Brother Narev, anyway?" "Brother Narev? He's the high priest-" "Did I hear someone mention my name?" The voice was deep enough to nearly rattle the tools off the walls. Richard and the blacksmith turned to see a man approaching from around the corner of the shop. Here and there, his heavy robes betrayed his large bony frame. His face seemed to pull the gathering darkness into the deep creases of his face. Dark eyes gleamed out from under a hooded brow overspread with a tangle of graying hairs. Wiry hair above his ears curled up from under the edges of a dark, creased cap. The cap sat halfway down his forehead. He looked like a shadow come to life to stalk the world. Mr. Cascella bowed. Richard followed his lead. "We were just discussing the problem of getting enough iron, Brother Narev." "Where are all my new chisels, blacksmith?" "I have yet to-" "I have stone sitting down there with no chisels to cut it. I have stonecutters who need more tools. You are holding up my palace." The blacksmith lifted a hand toward Richard. "This is Richard Cypher, Brother Narev. He was just telling me how he thought he might be able get me the iron I need and-" The high priest held up his hand for silence. "You can get the blacksmith what he needs?" Brother Narev snapped at Richard. "It can be done." "Then do it." Richard bowed his head. "By your command, Brother Narev." The shadowed figure turned to the shop. "Show me, blacksmith." The blacksmith seemed to know what the high priest wanted and followed behind him, gesturing for Richard to come along. Richard understood; he couldn't get the money to buy the iron until the blacksmith first took care of the important man who had just vanished into the shadows of the shop. When the blacksmith snapped his fingers and pointed at a lamp on his way by, Richard snatched it up. He lit a long splinter in the glowing coals of the forge and then lit the lamp. He held it up behind the two men as they stood just inside the doorway to the room with the complex contraption of metal bars sitting on the floor beyond. Mr. Cascella held the chalkboard up in the light. Brother Narev looked at the drawing on the chalkboard, then to the maze of iron lines on the floor, comparing them. Richard felt an icy tingle at the base of his scalp when he suddenly realized what the thing on the floor was. Brother Narev pointed to the drawing, to the line Richard had said was wrong. "This line is wrong," Brother Narev growled. The blacksmith wagged his finger over the chalk drawing. "But I have to stabilize this mass over here." "I told you to add braces, I didn't invite you to ruin the main scheme. You can leave the top of the support where you have it, but the bottom should be attached . . . here." Brother Narev pointed to where Richard had said it should go. Mr. Cascella scratched his head of short hair as he stole a glance over his shoulder just long enough to scowl at Richard. "That would work," the blacksmith conceded. "It won't be as easy, but it will work." "I'm not concerned with how easy it is," Brother Narev said with menace. "I don't want anything attached to this area, here." "No, sir." "It must be seamless, so none of the joining work shows through when it is covered in gold. Get me those tools made, first." "Yes, Brother Narev." The high priest turned an uncomfortable scrutiny on Richard. "There's something about you .... Do I know you?" "No, Brother Narev. I've never before met you. I would remember. Meeting a great man such as yourself, I mean. I would remember such a thing." He glared askance at Richard. "Yes, I suppose you would. You get the blacksmith his iron." "I said I would." The Brother grunted irritably. "So you did." As the tall shadow of a man stared into Richard's eyes, Richard absently reached to lift his sword a little to make sure it was clear in its scabbard. The sword wasn't there. Brother Narev opened his mouth to say something, but his attention was caught by two young men entering the shop. They wore robes like the high priest, but without caps. They had simple hoods pulled up over their heads, instead. "Brother Narev," one called. "What is it, Neal?" "The book you sent for has arrived. You asked that we come for you at once." Brother Narev nodded to the young disciple, then directed a sour look at Mr. Cascella and Richard. "Get it done," he said to both. Both Richard and the blacksmith bowed their heads as the high priest swept out of the shop. It felt as if a thundercloud had just departed over the horizon. "Come on," Mr. Cascella said. "I'll get you the gold." Richard followed him into a little room where the master blacksmith pulled out a strongbox attached with massive chain to a huge pin in the floor under the plank serving as his desk. He unlocked the strongbox and handed Richard a gold mark. "Victor." Richard looked up from the gold mark and frowned. "What?" "Victor. You asked what more there was to my name." He set silver to make up the quarter mark on top of the gold mark resting in Richard's palm. "Victor." CHAPTER 49 After leaving Ishaq's place and before going to get the iron for Victor, Richard rushed back to his room. It wasn't dinner he wanted, but to let Nicci know that he had to go back to work. She had in the past made it clear that they were husband and wife, and that she would take a dim view of him vanishing. He was to remain in Altur'Rang and work, just like any other normal man. Kamil and one of his friends were waiting for him. Both were wearing shirts. Richard stood at the foot of the stairs, looking up at the two. "I'm sorry, Kamil, but I have to go back to work-" "Then you're a bigger dupe than I thought-taking work at night, too. You should just stop trying. It's no use trying in life. You just have to take what life gives you. I knew you would have an excuse not to do what you said you would do. You almost had me thinking that you might be different than-" "I was going to say that I have to go back to work, so we have to do this right away." Kamil twisted his mouth, as was his habit to express his displeasure with those older and stupider than he. "This is Nabbi. He wants to watch your foolish labor, too." Richard nodded, not showing any irritation at Kamil's arrogant attitude. "Glad to meet you, Nabbi." The third young man glared from the shadows back by the stairs in the hall. He was the biggest. He wasn't wearing a shirt. To pry the steps apart, Richard used his knife and a rusty metal bar Kamil found for him. It wasn't difficult-they were ready to fall apart on their own. As the two youths watched, Richard cleaned the grooves in the stringers. Since they were chewed up from being loose, he deepened their bottoms, showing the two what he was doing and explaining how he would bevel the ends of the treads to lock into the deepened channel. Richard watched Kamil and Nabbi as they whittled wedges to match the one he made as a pattern for them. They were only too delighted to show him their knife work; Richard was delighted that it helped get the job done sooner. Once they had them back together, Kamil and Nabbi both ran up and down the repaired steps, apparently surprised that they really were now sturdy underfoot, and pleased that they were partly responsible for the repair. "You both did a good job," Richard told them, because they had. They didn't make any smart remarks. They actually smiled. Richard's dinner was watery millet eaten by the light of a burning wick floating in linseed oil. The smell from the simple light went poorly with dinner, which was more water than millet. Nicci said she'd already eaten, and didn't want any more. She encouraged him to finish it. He didn't give Nicci the details of his second job. She was insistent only that he work; the work itself was irrelevant to her. She tended to her household chores and expected him to earn them a living. She seemed satisfied that he was learning how ordinary people had to work themselves sick just to make enough to get along in life. The promise of money to buy them more food seemed to spark a longing in her eyes that her lips did not express. He noticed that the black material covering her once full bosom was now slack and half empty. Her elbows and hands had become bony. As he took another spoonful of millet, Nicci casually mentioned that the landlord, Kamil's father, had come by. Richard looked up from his soup. "What did he say?" "He said that since you have a job, the area citizens' building committee had assessed us extra rent in order to help pay the rent of those in the local buildings who can't work. You see, Richard, how life under the ways of the Order cultivates caring in people, so that we all work together for the benefit of all?" Nearly all of what was not taken by the workers' group was taken by the area building committee, or some other committee, and all for the same purpose: for the betterment of the people of the Order. Richard and Nicci had next to nothing left for food. Richard's clothes were getting looser all the time, but not as loose as Nicci's dresses were getting. She seemed smug about the fact that their rent was past due. Foodstuffs, at least, were relatively inexpensive-when they were available. People said that it was only by the grace of the Creator and the wisdom of the Order that they could afford any food at all. Richard had heard talk at Ishaq's place that more plentiful and varied food could be had, for a price. Richard didn't have the price. On his wagon ride with Jori to the foundry and the blacksmith, Richard had spotted distant houses that looked to be quite grand. Well-dressed people walked those streets. Occasionally, he saw them in carriages. They were people who neither dirtied their hands or soiled their morals with business. They were men of principle. They were officials of the Order who saw to it that those with the ability sacrificed for the cause of the Order. "Self-sacrifice is the moral duty of all people," she said in challenge to his clenched teeth. Richard could not hold his tongue. "Self-sacrifice is the obscene and senseless suicide of slaves." Nicci gaped at him. It was as if he had just said that a mother's milk was poison to her newborn. "Richard, I do believe that that's the cruelest thing I've ever heard you say." "It's cruel to say that I would not happily sacrifice myself for that thug, Gadi? Or for some other thug I don't know? It's cruel not to willingly sacrifice what's mine to any greedy wretch who lusts to possess plundered goods, the unearned, even at the cost of their victim's blood? "Self-sacrifice for a value held dear, for a life held dear, for freedom and the freedom of those you respect-self-sacrifice such as mine for Kahlan's life-is the only rationally valid sacrifice. To be selfless means you are a slave who must surrender your most priceless possession-your life-to any smirking thief who demands it. "The suicide of self-sacrifice is but a requirement imposed by masters on slaves. Since there is a knife to my throat, it is not to my good that I am stripped of what I earn by my own hand and mind. It is only to the good of the one with the knife, and those who by weight of numbers but not reason dictate what is the good of allthose cheering him on so they might lap up any drop of blood their masters miss. "Life is precious. That's why sacrifice for freedom is rational: it is for life itself and your ability to live it that you act, since life without freedom is the slow, sure death of self-sacrifice to the `good' of mankind-who is always someone else. Mankind is just a collection of individuals. Why should everyone's life be more important, more precious, more valuable than yours? Mindless mandatory self-sacrifice is insane." She stared, not at him, but at the flame dancing on the pool of linseed oil. "You don't really mean that, Richard. You're just tired and angry that you have to work at night, too, just to get by. You should realize that all those others you help are there to help society, including you, should you be the one in desperate need." Richard didn't bother to argue with her, and said only, "I feel sorry for you, Nicci. You don't evert know the value of your own life. Sacrifice could mean nothing to you." "That's not true, Richard," she whispered, "I sacrifice for you .... I saved what millet we had for you, that you might have strength." "The strength to stand upright when I throw my life away? Why did you sacrifice your dinner, Nicci?" "Because it was the right thing to do-it was for the good of others." He nodded as he peered at her in the dim light. "You would endanger your life to starvation for others-for any others." He pointed a thumb back over his shoulder. "How about that thug, Gadi? Would you starve to death so he might eat? It might mean something, Nicci, if it was a sacrifice for someone you value, but it isn't; it's a sacrifice to some mindless gray ideal of the Order." When she didn't answer, Richard pushed the rest of his dinner before her. "I don't want your meaningless sacrifice." She stared at the bowl of millet for an eternity. Richard felt sorry for her, for what she couldn't understand as she stared at the bowl. He thought about what would happen to Kahlan if Nicci were to fall sick from not getting enough to eat. "Eat, Nicci," he said softly. She finally picked up her spoon and did as he said. When she had finished, she looked up with those blue eyes that seemed so eager for the sight of something he could not make her see. She slid the empty bowl to the center of the table. "Thank you, Richard, for the meal." "Why thank me? I am a selfless slave, expected to sacrifice for any worthless person who presents their need to me." He strode to the door. With his hand on the loose knob, he turned back. "I have to go, or I will lose my work." Her big blue eyes were brimming with tears as she nodded. Richard made the first trip from the foundry through the dark streets to Victor's shop carrying five bars. From windows along the way, a few people blinked out at the man lugging a load past. They blinked without comprehension at the meaning of what he was doing. He was working for nothing but his own benefit. Bent under the weight, Richard kept telling himself that carrying five bars each time would make it only ten trips, and the less trips, the better. He carried five the second trip, and the third. By the fourth time he returned to the foundry, he decided that he would have to make an extra trip in order to give himself a break and only carry four bars for a few of the trips. He lost track of how many times he went back and forth throughout the empty night. The next to last time, he struggled to lift but two bars. That left three. He forced himself to carry all three the last time, trading the extra effort for the lesser distance. He got the last three bars to Victor's place before dawn. His shoulders were bruised and painful. He had to walk all the way to his job at Ishaq's place, so he couldn't wait for Victor to arrive to complete his payment of the last quarter gold mark. The day of work was a break from the night of exhausting lugging of iron bars. Jori didn't talk unless spoken to, so Richard lay in the wagon bed with a load of charcoal and snatched a few minutes of sleep here and there as the wagon bounced along. He only felt relieved that he had done as he had promised. --]---- As he returned home after an interminable day, Richard looked up and saw Kamil and Nabbi standing at the head of the stairs. They both had on shirts. "We've been waiting for you to come home and finish the job," Kamil said. Richard swayed on his feet. "What job?" "The stairs." "We did that last night." "You did only the stairs in the front. You said you intended to fix the stairs. The front is only part of the stairs. The back stairs are twice as long and in worse shape than the front were. You don't want your wife and the other women of the building to fall and break their necks when they go out back to the cooking hearth or the privy, do you?" This was their idea of a little test. Richard knew he would lose an opportunity if he put them off. He was so tired he couldn't think straight. Nicci stuck her head out the front door. "I thought I heard your voice. Come in to dinner. I have soup waiting on you." "Got any tea?" Nicci cast a sidelong glance at the two in shirts. "I can make tea. Come on, and I'll get it while you have your soup." "Please bring it out to the back," Richard said. "I promised to fix the stairs." "Now?" "There are still a couple hours of light. I can eat while we're working." Kamil and Nabbi asked more questions than the evening before. The third youth, Gadi, passed by occasionally as Richard and the other two worked. Gadi, without his shirt, made a point of looking Nicci up and down when she brought Richard his soup and tea. When Richard had finally finished, he went to the room that had once been Ishaq's parlor, and was now his and Nicci's home. He took off his shirt and splashed water on his face from the washbasin. His head was throbbing. "Wash your hair," Nicci said. "You're filthy. I don't want lice in here." Rather than argue that he had no lice, Richard dipped his face in the water and scrubbed his head with the cake of coarse soap. It was easier than talking her out of it so he could go to sleep. Nicci hated lice. He was thankful, he supposed, that she was at least a clean wife in their fraudu- lent arrangement. She kept the room, bedding, and his clothes clean, despite the difficulty of hauling water from the well down the street. She never objected to any work necessary to simulate the lives of normal people. She seemed to want something so badly that she often lost herself in the role to the extent that while he never forgot she was a Sister of the Dark and his captor, she occasionally did. He dunked his head again, swishing his hair, rinsing out the soap. As a stream of water ran off his chin and back into the basin, he asked, "Who is Brother Narev?" Nicci, sitting on her pallet sewing, paused and looked up. Her sewing suddenly looked out of place, as if her parody of domestic life lost its aura for her. "Why do you ask?" "I met him yesterday, out at the blacksmith's." "Out at the site of the project?" Richard nodded. "I had to deliver iron out there." She bent back to her needlework. Richard watched in the light of the linseed-oil lamp sitting beside her as she took a few more stitches in the patch to the knees of a pair of his pants. She finally paused and let her arms, one sheathed in his pant leg, sink to her lap. "Brother Narev is the high priest of the Fellowship of Order-an ancient sect devoted to doing the Creator's will in this world. He is the heart and soul of the Order-their moral guide-so to speak. He and his disciples lead the righteous people of the Order in the ways of the everlasting Light of the Creator. He is an advisor to Emperor Jagang." Richard was taken aback. He hadn't expected her to be so versed on the subject. His caution, along with the hair at the back of his neck, lifted. "What sort of advisor?" She took another stitch, pulling the long thread through. "Brother Narev was Jagang's pedagogue-his teacher, advisor, and mentor. Brother Narev put the fire in Jagang's belly." "He's a wizard, isn't he." It was more statement than question. She looked up from her sewing. He could see in her blue eyes that she was weighing whether or not to tell him, or perhaps how much she wanted to tell him. His steady gaze told her that he was expecting the whole truth. "In the language of the street, you could describe him as such." "What does that mean?" "Common people, those who understand little about magic, would describe him as a wizard. Strictly speaking, though, he is not a wizard." "Then what is he? Strictly speaking." "Actually, he is a sorcerer." Richard could only stare at her. He had always assumed that a wizard and a sorcerer were the same thing. When he thought about it, he realized that people who knew about magic spoke exclusively of a male with the gift as a wizard. He had never heard any of those people mention a sorcerer. "You mean he's like you, like a sorceress, only male?" The question stymied her for a moment. "I suppose you could think of it that way, but that's not really right. If you want to compare it, then you would have to say he has more in common with a wizard, since both are male. The concept of sorceress introduces irrelevant issues." Richard swiped water from his face. "Please, Nicci, I've been up all last night working, and I'm dead on my feet. Don't go all abstract and complex on me? Just tell me what it means?" She set her sewing aside and gestured to his pallet for him to sit near her, in the light. Richard pulled his shirt back on. He yawned as he crossed his legs under himself on his pallet. "Brother Narev is a sorcerer," she began. "I'm sorry, but the distinction is just not something simply explained. It's a very complex matter. I will try to make it as clear as I can, but you must understand that I can't boil it down too much or it will lose any real flavor of the truth. "Sorcerers are much the same as wizards, but different-in much the way that water and oil are both liquids, you might say. Both pour and can dissolve things, but they don't mix and they dissolve different things. Neither do the magic of a wizard and a sorcerer mix, nor do they work on the same things. "Anything he did against a wizard's gift, or anything a wizard did against his, would not work. While both are the gift, they are different aspects-they don't mix. The magic of each nullifies the other, making it just sort of . . . fizzle." "You mean like Additive and Subtractive are opposites?" "No. While on the surface, that would seem a good way to understand it, it's entirely the wrong way to think of it." She lifted her hands as if to begin again, but then let them drop back into her lap. "It's very hard to explain the difference to one such as you who has little understanding of how his own gift works; you have no basis in which to ground anything I could tell you. There are no words which are both accurate and which you would understand; this is beyond your understanding." "Well . . . do you mean that, much like a wolf and a cougar are both predators, they are not the same sort of creature?" "That's a little closer to it." "How common are these sorcerers?" "About as common as dream walkers..." she said as she gave him a meaningful look, "or war wizards." Even though he couldn't understand it and she couldn't explain it, Richard, for some reason, found that bit of news troubling. "What is it, though, that he does differently?" Nicci let out a sigh. "I'm no expert, and I'm not entirely sure, but I believe he does the same basic sort of things a wizard would do, but just does them with a sorcerer's unique quality of magic-liquor and ale both get you drunk, but they are different kinds of drink made from different things." "One of those is stronger." - "Not so with wizards and sorcerers. Do you see why words and these kinds of comparisons are so inadequate? The strength of a wizard and sorcerer's gift is dependent on the individual, it is not influenced by the fundamental nature of his magic." Richard scratched his stubble as he considered her words. In view of the fact that both could do magic, he couldn't come up with any distinction that seemed of any practical importance. "Is there anything that he can do that a wizard can't?" He waited. She didn't look like she was thinking about his question, but more like she was considering whether she wanted to answer it at all. "Nicci, you told me when you first captured me that you would tell me the truth about things. You said you had no reason to deceive me." She watched his eyes, but finally looked away as she pulled her blond hair back from her face. The gesture unexpectedly, painfully, reminded him of Kahlan. "Perhaps. I believe he may have learned how to replicate the spell that surrounded the Palace of the Prophets. It took wizards, thousands of years ago, with both sides of the gift to create that particular spell. I believe that one of the ways sorcerers are different is that their power is not divisible into its constituent elements, as it is in wizards. So, while his magic works differently, he may have learned enough of how the wizards-who at that time possessed both sides of the gift, as do you-were able to create the spell around the Palace of the Prophets to be able to replicate it in his own fashion." "You mean the spell that slowed aging? You think he can cast such a web?" "Yes. Jagang intimated as much to me. I knew Brother Narev when I was young. He was a grown man then, a visionary, preaching the doctrine of the Order. He spoke pensively about wishing to live long enough to see his vision of the Order come to fruition. When I was taken to live at the palace in Tanimura, I believe that may have given him the idea as he not long after went there, too. "The Sisters knew nothing of him. They thought him no more than a humble worker. Since his gift is different than that of a wizard, they didn't detect his ability. I now believe that he went there for the express purpose of studying the spell around the Palace of the Prophets so that he could re-create such a spell for his own benefit." "Why didn't he storm the palace-take it over-and then he could have the spell for his purpose?" "It's possible that in the beginning he thought he might one day take over the palace for his cause-in fact, Emperor Jagang had that exact plan-but it's also possible that he was from the beginning studying the spell because he wanted not simply to re-create it, but to enhance it." Richard rubbed his brow, trying to comfort his aching head. "You mean that now maybe he thinks he can create the spell over the Retreat-the emperor's new palace-like that one at the Palace of the Prophets, but better, so that aging will be slowed even more, so that he and his chosen will live even longer?" "Yes. Don't forget, age is relative. To one who lives to a thousand years, living less than one century would seem all too brief. To a person who lives many thousands of years, though, a lifetime that lasts but a mere one millennium would seem fleeting. "I suspect that Brother Narev has learned to slow aging to such an extent that it would make him the next best thing to immortal. Jagang had planned on capturing the Palace of the Prophets. It might have been that once they secured the palace, Brother Narev intended to augment its spell to suit his purposes." "But I spoiled that plan." Nicci nodded. "As are all of us who were once at the palace, Brother Narev now grows older just like everyone else. Once away from the spell, it feels like a headlong rush toward the grave. What youth Brother Narev has left, he is no doubt eager to preserve. Remaining relatively young forever has much to be said for it. Remaining old forever would be less attractive. Because you destroyed the Palace of the Prophets, where he could have had ample time to bring his plan to bear, he has been forced to act sooner, rather than later." Richard flopped back on his mat. He laid the back of a wrist over his forehead. "He has the blacksmith making a spell-form in iron. The blacksmith has no idea what it is he's creating. The spell-form is to be covered with gold, eventually." "For purity. It's likely that is merely part of the process. It could even be that the gold-covered spellform is nothing more than a pattern, from which the true spellform will be cast in pure gold." Richard squinted in thought. "If it is a pattern for casting, that would make it more likely that Narev intends to cast a number of these spell-forms-that they will work together." Nicci looked up and frowned. "Yes, that is a possibility." "Will making such a thing harm the blacksmith?" "No. It is propitious conjuring. Disregarding for the moment the purpose for which it is desired, such a spell is meant to be beneficial; it is to slow aging in order to lengthen life." "What about Brother Narev's disciples?" "Young wizards from the Palace of the Prophets." Alarmed, Richard sat up. "I was at the Palace of the Prophets. They will recognize me." ' "No. They were young wizards in training there, but they left to follow Brother Narev before you arrived. If they see you, they will not know you." "If they're wizards, won't they recognize that I have magic?" A smile of contempt colored her features. "They are not that talented. They are but bugs to what you are." Richard found no comfort in the compliment. "Won't Brother Narev, or his disciples, recognize you?" Her face turned serious. "Oh, they would know me." "It sounds as if Brother Narev must be strong in his gift. Won't he be able to recognize that I have the gift? He was looking at me strangely. He asked if he knew me. He sensed something." "Why did you think him a wizard?" Richard picked at the straw stuffing coming out of the pad over his pallet as he considered the question. "There was nothing that gave it away for a fact, but I strongly suspected it from a lot of little things: the way he carried himself; the way he looked at people; the way he spoke-everything about him. Only after I surmised that Narev was a wizard did I realize that the thing the blacksmith was making for him looked like some sort of spell-form." "He would suspect you of being gifted in much the same way. Can you tell the gig?.. "Yes. I've learned to recognize an ageless look in their eyes. I can in some way see the aura of the gift around those in whom it is powerful-you, for instance. At times, the air crackles around you." She stared in fascination. "I've never heard of such a thing. It must have something do to with you having both sides." "You have both sides. Don't you see it?" "No, but I acquired the Subtractive side in a different manner." She had given her soul to the Keeper of the underworld. "But you see nothing of the sort in Brother Narev, do you?" When Richard shook his head, she went on with her explanation. "That is because, as I explained, you have different aspects of the gift. Other than with your faculty of reason, you have no wizardly ability to recognize the gift in him; he has no sorcerous ability to recognize the gift in you. Your magic won't work on one another. Only your faculty of reason betrayed his gift to you." Richard realized that, without saying it, she was telling him that if he didn't want Narev to learn that he had the gift, then he had better be careful around the man. There were times when he thought he had her game figured out. There were times, like now, when it seemed his entire perception of her purpose shifted. At times, it almost seemed to him as if she threw her beliefs in his face, not because she believed them, but because she was desperately hoping for a reason not to, hoping he would find her in some lost, dark world and show her the way out. Richard sighed inwardly; he had given her his arguments as to why her beliefs were wrong, but, rather than sway her, it only angered her, at best, or worse, further entrenched her in her convictions. As tired as he was, he lay in his bed, his eyes but narrow slits, watching Nicci lit by the light of a single wick, bent in - concentration over her sewing-one of the most powerful women ever to walk the world, and she appeared perfectly content to sew a patch in the knee of his pants. She accidentally stuck herself with the needle. As she shook her hand and winced with the pain, Richard had the sudden cold recollection of the link between her and Kahlan; his beloved would feel that prick. CHAPTER 50 Richard took the snow-white slice when Victor held it out. "What's this?" "Try it," Victor said as he waved an insistent hand. "Eat. Tell me what you think. It's from my homeland. Here, a red onion goes well with it." The white slice was smooth, dense, and rich with salt and herbs. Richard let out a rapturous moan. He rolled his eyes. "Victor, this is the best thing I've ever had. What is it?" "Lardo." They sat on the threshold of the double doors out of the room with the marble monolith, watching dawn break over the site, where the walls of the Retreat had begun to rise. Only a few people stirred below. Before long, laborers would arrive in great numbers to begin again their work on the Retreat. It went on every day without pause, rain or shine. Now that spring was wearing on, the weather was pleasant nearly every day, with afternoon rains every few days, but nothing dreary or oppressive-just enough to wash you clean and make you feel refreshed. If not for the ever-present ache of missing Kahlan, his worry over