to take revenge. Replacements joined them from every direction and we were sorely pressed, particularly since eighty percent of the population were partisans of the Reds. Civil war is the ultimate horror. I was in a battalion that was directed against my own stanitza. When I heard the cannons, I knew they might be killing my loved ones or destroying my home. And there was terrible savagery and ferocity on both sides. When at last I saw my family again, they told me that the grocer's two sons, with whom I had played as a child, had enlisted in the Red Army and had sworn to cut me to ribbons if I fell into their hands. That war was full of ironies. There was a rich mujik, a man who owned a hundred and twenty-five acres, had more than twenty horses, and thirty cattle and much other livestock, in our town. Yet his three sons immediately joined the Reds. One of his neighbors, also a mujik, who lived by making Russian ovens, had a wife and seven children, and was as poor as Job. Yet he joined our detachment and fought the entire war in the famous Kornilov regiment. Several times during this period my life was spared against all odds. I left my machine gunner's section to join the cavalry. My grandfather had served Czars Alexander II, Alexander III and Nicholas II and had retired in 1907 as a general. After his retirement, he had raised horses and had taught me from the age of two all the skills of a horseman. So, when it was decided to create a sotnia (mounted section), I was named first officer. I bought a horse from a former Cossack commander, a beautiful animal but with two faults: he was unwilling to follow other I horses, being used to the lead position, and he was shot from under me. After the capture of my stanitza, my commander told me to go back to Ekaterinodar for a few days and not to stay where everyone knew me. "If the Reds retake the stanitza," he said, "your relatives may pay dearly for you." With my orderly, I started back to Ekaterinodar, about fifty miles away. That evening I arrived at a convent of nuns located halfway between the stations of Platnirov-skaya and PIatunovskaya. I knew the place very well. The mother superior, a venerable old lady, had been a great friend of my grandfather. She told me that the Reds were burning down all the convents. There was a small Cossack detachment there, about forty men, on their way to Ekaterinodar to join the fight, commanded by the sublieutenant Kedrovsky, whom I knew so well. Like many Russian convents, this one was by a high wall and resembled a fortress. My horse had lost a shoe and I sent my orderly to take him to the stanitza about three miles away to be reshod. When he left, the massive single gate to the convent was barred and sentinels were placed at the gate and in the bell tower. The front lines were shifting constantly, so that one could expect a Red band at any time. After dinner, the mother superior escorted me to the guest room, while the sublieutenant and his men remained below. I was sound asleep when firing broke out. A nun woke me at i A.M. The Reds had surrounded the convent and Kedrovsky was seriously wounded. The Cossacks were firing back from the bell towers but we were short of ammunition. Kedrovsky had been carried into the chapel and I could see that he did not have much time left. "We are done for," he whispered. "There are too many of them. They have two cannons and we only have twenty-five cartridges apiece. Hide. The Cossack troops may be able to save themselves somehow, but for you and me it is certain death. You know how these pigs torture officers. Don't fall into their hands alive." A Cossack dagger and the nine-millimeter Colt I had received in military school were the only weapons I had. The Red cannons were bombarding the convent and shrapnel was falling everywhere. I left Kedrovsky and went back to the courtyard. "We can't hold out much longer," a noncommissioned officer told me. "I am going to talk to them. They have promised not to kill us if we open the gate. They don't know you're here. Hide somewhere and no Cossack will betray you." But where? Surely the Reds would ransack the convent from top to bottom and I would be discovered. I was nineteen, not ready to die. To be killed in battle was one thing, but to kill myself or die under torture was unthinkable. I shook hands with the sergeant. Kedrovsky had died. The terrified nuns were hiding in the cellars. "I have a place that nobody knows about," the mother superior told me. "My poor daughters are so frightened they might betray you out of fear. You will be safe if the Reds don't stay too long." She took me to a dark corner of the main church, where there were a number of icons. One icon was very large and so old that nobody knew what saint it represented. The mother superior pressed something at its base, and then drew the icon aside. There was a small cubbyhole J where I could just squeeze in. "They won't find you here," she said. "I'll come back when the danger is over. Don't move, and don't smoke." She moved the icon back in place and I was left in the darkness with only the air that filtered through a small crack in the wall. For a while I listened to the artillery and rifles. It was silent for a brief moment. Then, shots and wild screaming. Afterward, I learned that the Reds had massacred all the Cossacks. Only one, a fellow my own age, had been rescued by the sister-cook, who had hidden him in a dish closet. The Reds were searching for convent treasure. I heard them approach with the mother superior. They were warning her that thev would kill her if she didn't tell them where it was. They were so close that I could hear their swearwords and their heavy, drunken breathing. They looted the church for about a half hour. In spite of the cold and my cramped quarters, I fell asleep. I was wakened by someone shaking me and I thought the end had come. When I opened my eyes, I saw some officers and Cossacks, with the mother superior. "Come out of your hole, friend," said a captain I did not know. "And thank the mother superior for saving your life. Everybody else was slaughtered." I was so stiff I could hardly walk. By the time they got me to the courtyard I saw one of the Cossack detachments from Ekaterinodar. About two hundred Red soldiers had captured the convent as they had been returning from a village where they had looted a State vodka factory. Dead drunk, they had been on their way to the railroad station, where another Red detachment was quartered, when they had come upon the convent and heard that there were Cossacks inside. While I had slept, the situation had reversed. Exhausted from the fighting and drunk on the mass wine they had looted at the convent, the soldiers, even the sentinels, had fallen asleep. The Cossacks in a nearby stanitza had managed to alert a detachment on its way to the front. The battle was short and the Reds were wiped out. Only twenty were left alive to bury the dead, and then they were shot. That was what the Civil War was like. My orderly returned with my horse, and I set out again for Ekaterinodar. Despite some victories, our resistance was doomed. There were just a few of us, and masses of Reds were arriving from all sides. We had no reserve ammunition, while the Reds had the leftover reserves of the Russian army at the front. The noose was tightening around Ekaterinodar. Our superiors -- Ataman Filimonov, Colonel Pokrovsky and some generals from the front -- decided the only way to escape being annihilated was to retreat to the mountains to the south on the Black Sea. I don't think they had anv idea of how we would survive in the mountains or where we would find food for thousands of men. How would we defend ourselves? It was a desperate decision but it was our only choice. The situation became more critical as hordes of civilians and retired officers who were afraid of falling into the hands of the Reds followed us. In February 1918 we left our beloved city only to run immediately into a line of Bolshevik troops. After a few days of fighting, we were sure the end had come for us. Everyone was put into the front lines, even the civilians and the old men. But toward the evening of the third day somehow we broke through. My mounted detachment had the responsibility of protecting headquarters from a surprise attack. A horseman galloped out of the woods, leaped from his horse before Ataman Filimonov, and threw his arms around him shouting, "Kornil, Kornil." He was one of our Cherkess allies and had brought us unexpected good news. General Kornilov and his tiny army were just eighteen miles away. We had thought he was still in Rostov-on-the-Don, but he too had evacuated under pressure. He had hoped to join us and wait for better times -- for the moment when the Cossacks, who were observing strict neutrality (ninety percent of our men were ex-officers), would understand what real threat the Bolsheviks were to their whole way of life. Pokrovsky was scheduled to meet Kornilov the next day but Pokrovsky himself had only been named major-general the evening before by Filimonov. This was bound to offend Kornilov and the other generals. Filimonov did not, in their view, have the right to make appointments. Now he had acted as the head of an independent state, and this could only add to the tension between the Cossacks and the Russians. Pokrovsky, because he was not a Cossack, was denied a role in the joined armies. The meeting of our two small troops under Kornilov's command was to take place in the stanitza of Novy-Dmitrievskaya. We hoped to persuade the Cossacks to rise, so we thought it essential to retake their capital, Ekaterinodar. So, at the beginning of March, our army was once again before the city. Ekaterinodar was defended by ten times our strength, and fortified by heavy artillery against our measly ten cannons and two thousand shells. Even so, we might have taken it if General Kornilov had not been hit by a shell. His death was a terrible blow. It overturned all our plans. He was a Cossack general and immensely popular. If we had taken Ekaterinodar, he could have rallied all the Cossacks of Kuban, the Don and Terek. His successor, General Denikine, did not have the same relationship with the men. In any case, he decided to raise the siege and to move us to the territory of the Don Cossacks where, it was rumored, the Cossack contingents had begun to converge. We went through a village called, in Russian, "The Colonies." It was where the Germans who had been transplanted to Russia under Catherine II lived. With elaborate security, we buried Kornilov. (The next day the Reds discovered his grave and dragged his body through the streets of Ekaterinodar.) had hoped to join us and wait for better times -- for the moment when the Cossacks, who were observing strict neutrality (ninety percent of our men were ex-officers), would understand what real threat the Bolsheviks were to their whole way of life. Pokrovsky was scheduled to meet Kornilov the next day but Pokrovsky himself had only been named major-general the evening before by Filimonov. This was bound to offend Kornilov and the other generals. Filimonov did not, in their view, have the right to make appointments. Now he had acted as the head of an independent state, and this could only add to the tension between the Cossacks and the Russians. Pokrovsky, because he was not a Cossack, was denied a role in the joined armies. The meeting of our two small troops under Kornilov's command was to take place in the stanitza of Novy-Dmitrievskaya. We hoped to persuade the Cossacks to rise, so we thought it essential to retake their capital, Ekaterinodar. So, at the beginning of March, our army was once again before the city. Ekaterinodar was defended by ten times our strength, and fortified by heavy artillery against our measly ten cannons and two thousand shells. Even so, we might have taken it if General Kornilov had not been hit by a shell. His death was a terrible blow. It overturned all our plans. He was a Cossack general and immensely popular. If we had taken Ekaterinodar, he could have rallied all the Cossacks of Kuban, the Don and Terek. His successor, General Denikine, did not have the same relationship with the men. In any case, he decided to raise the siege and to move us to the territory of the Don Cossacks where, it was rumored, the Cossack contingents had begun to converge. We went through a village called, in Russian, "The Colonies." It was where the Germans who had been transplanted to Russia under Catherine II lived. With elaborate security, we buried Kornilov. (The next day the Reds discovered his grave and dragged his body through the streets of Ekaterinodar.) 4. Discovery of Fear BY NIGHT, across the violent winds of the steppes of the northern Caucasus, we marched toward the Don. Each evening as we would start out only the general staff knew what our route was to be. Nevertheless, the Reds succeeded regularly in discovering the stanitzas where we halted, and bombarded us with artillery fire. We were so short of guns and shells that we could not fire back except in grave emergency. Our supply corps was the closest Red detachment; when our shells or cartridges ran dangerously low, we raided them. I took part in these expeditions often. On the steppes of Kuban, one night, we were only a few miles from my village, where my mother and younger brother still lived. I hadn't seen them for months, and was frantic to know if they were all right, but I could not leave the column. I had been assigned to be General Markov's liaison with General Denikine for that night. It was pitch dark, the clouds blotted out any trace of moonlight, and a cutting wind blew in our faces. We were wearing Cossack burkas, long, black felt water- and wind-proof capes which served at night as sleeping bags. We marched eight miles north, then turned south to throw the Bolsheviks off our trail. We had to cross the railroad tracks, a movement which took several hours and was very dangerous since the Reds might easily telephone our position to the armored trains, who could bombard us. To keep the trains from getting too close to the column as it crossed the tracks, teams of sappers would blow up the tracks a few miles away on both sides of our lines. That night I was following General Denikine's personal bodyguards. Wrapped in my burka, I had laid the bridle on the horse's neck and begun to doze off. I was roused when my horse stopped. The column, two or three miles long, had halted and everybody had dismounted. We stretched our stiffened limbs and lay down, covering our heads with our burkas. Next to me was a kurgan, one of the mounds on which the Cossacks a century before had lit their signal fires to warn of Cherkess attacks. I climbed one side of the kurmn to get out of the wind, attached the bridle to my leg to keep my horse from wandering, and fell asleep. After a while, the cold woke me. When I opened my eyes, I leaped up. The column had disappeared. My horse, grazing on the fresh grass, had dragged me gradually down the kurgan. The wind had died and the sky was cloudless. Overhead the moon shone brilliantly; it was absolutely silent. I put my ear to the ground to see if I could pick up any sound of the column and wagons. I could hear nothing. I was quite alone in this vast, dangerous steppe. I was frozen with such intense fear that I was physically ill. I gave my horse his head in the hopes he would find his own way to our column. I knew the Red cavalry would be close behind. He didn't run, he flew. The noise of his hooves resounded like thunder on the dry ground. After about an hour, I saw a dark line against the gray horizon. To make less noise, I rode along the side of the road, where the earth was softer. After a while, I realized that the dark line was a row of trees planted along the railway tracks to protect them from snowdrifts. I knew the road would lead to a crossing, but I didn't know what might await me there, so I turned to the right. When I was five hundred yards from the crossing, I thanked God that I had made a detour. Through the unbearable silence I heard the sound of a train slowly approaching. The armored train, I thought. I dismounted and led my horse into the shadows of the trees. Apparently the Reds had repaired the section of track we had blown up and were searching for the place where we had crossed. The train had stopped at the crossing house, and I heard what I assumed was the Reds interrogating the railroad guard. I could not distinguish the words. The talking stopped but still the train did not move. It might stay there until dawn. It was already 3 A.M., so I didn't have much time and the only safety lay on the other side of the tracks. But to cross I would have to go through woods, down along a road that sank three yards below the surrounding ground. The other side was easier. It was only about a yard high, no trouble for my horse. But I would have to do all of this without the men on the train hearing me, and there was no wind to drown out the noise. I pulled off farther to the right, leading the horse by the bridle. He was used to the front, so we accomplished this easily. Then he saw the tracks glinting in the pale moonlight. I pulled at him with all my strength to get him to cross them. He was afraid of the slippery rails and would not budge. All this effort made a considerable amount of noise. I could hear my heart beating, and despite the cold I was bathed in sweat. The only solution was to mount the horse, which might lessen his fear and encourage his instinct to obey his rider. I made the sign of the cross and leaped into the saddle and, for the first time ever, struck him with my crop. Surprised and offended, he made such a leap that he almost fell between the tracks, and I had difficulty keeping my mount. Everything happened quickly. I found myself half stunned, lying against a tree. The horse was standing next to me trembling. I could hear the drops of sweat falling from his body onto the ground. My face and hands were scratched from the branches and I had an enormous bump on my head. My whole body hurt but I didn't have time to think. The Reds must certainly have heard. I forced myself to my feet and led the horse through the woods. A few minutes later, I was on the steppe once again and relieved. I was on the right side. I heard voices from the crossing and then the train began to move. They were searching for the source of the noise. I whipped the horse with my crop and he leaped forward. Immediately, I heard the sound of machine gun fire aimed in the wrong direction. But now the Reds heard the hoof beats on the dry ground. They couldn't get me with a machine gun so they fired a dozen cannon shells. All fell short, except one that landed about two yards to my left. I galloped God knows where for about twenty minutes. But the horse was about to fall from exhaustion and so I stopped for twenty minutes. I was certain now that the Reds were not going to get me that night. The moon had disappeared behind clouds and a morning fog indicated that I was near a river. My body was aching and the bump on my head was swelling. I stretched out on the ground and heard ahead of me the sound of wagon wheels. "Come on, old friend," I said to my horse, "one more effort and we are home free." The horse, Kochevoi, sensed our friends were near. He let out a whinny that could be heard for miles. A half hour later, I was with my column. By morning we had reached the stanitza of IIinskaya, our next stop on the Don road. I was worried, as I presented myself to the headquarters staff, that I might have been needed during the night to transmit an order to General Markov. There had been nothing. I had not been missed. Our march was difficult, slowed down by the necessity of pulling the supply wagons, by the civilians who accompanied us, and by the wounded. Since we were always on the move, the wounded could not be properly cared for, and even slight wounds, easily cured in normal circumstances, could be fatal. In view of the desperate situation, our command decided to leave the wounded behind in Diadkovskaya. At the same time they freed a communist, Polouian, with great ceremony and asked him to watch out for them. I said farewell to the wounded sorrowfully. Finally, we reached the large stanitza of Ourpenskaya, which was near the government seat of Stavropol. This was not a Cossack city and many of its men had joined the Red Army. General Denikine received the news that many Cossacks had risen against the Reds and were ready to join us. Two regiments of Kuban Cossacks arrived. Our situation now seemed a bit hopeful. Denikine decided to march to the Don and soon our army was settled in the two Don Cossack stanitzas, Olguiskaya and Metchetins-kaya. The Cossacks of these towns had fought hard against the Reds. They had removed all the tracks that connected the Rostov-on-the-Don to the Ekaterinodar-Tzarizino line. We arrived on the eve of Easter and for the first time in a very long while we had time to celebrate in style. During the next month we received reinforcements. The situation was looking more favorable. All over the immense empire, groups like ours were forming. Denikine decided to leave the Don and set out on the conquest of the Kuban. It was May, a beautiful month in southern Russia. Our army of ten thousand fighting men started out on the return trip to Kuban. We were glad to get away from the Bolsheviks, at least those in the northern Caucasus. Soon we lost our legendary general, Sergei Leoniko-vich Markov, a tragedy to us. It happened after we had captured the railroad station of Chablievskaya, on the Novorossisk-Tzarizino line. The battle was virtually over when I saw the general walking between two warehouses. He returned my salute, visibly delighted at this first victory that cut off the Reds from the east. At that moment, a Red shell, fired by the armored train as it retreated, exploded over his head. He died almost immediately. The deaths first of Kornilov then of Markov changed the course of our destiny. Even so, I think that there was never such a small army, almost without resources, that accomplished such exploits against an enemy infinitely superior in numbers, arms and munitions. A few days after the death of General Markov, I was almost killed during the attack on the Red infantry at the railroad junction of Tichoretskaya. But we captured Tichoretskaya and that opened up the roads to Rostov-on-the-Don and Ekaterinodar and to the southern Caucasus. The Bolsheviks had to abandon an enormous amount of materiel, which we recovered: two armored trains with their battleship guns, hundreds of wagons loaded with ammunition, and many other supplies. The victory also had political significance. It demonstrated our strength to the population, and encouraged those who, even though they hated the Reds, had feared to join us. The arrival of our army in Cossack territory and our victories against the Reds had an immediate result. Everywhere the Cossack stanitzas rose against the Communists and our army mushroomed. Day and night, Cossack detachments arrived to join us. General Pokrovsky was still in disgrace for having accepted promotion by the Ataman Filimonov. He was biding his time. As great numbers of Cossacks began to join us, there was a need for a man like Pokrovsky to command. When he was named commander of the Cossacks, he asked me to be his aide-de-camp, but I chose to join a Cossack detachment serving under him that was commanded by one of my uncles. Pokrovsky was pitiless with both the Red soldiers and civilians. After we captured Timochevskaya, the people as usual denounced the Bolshevik sympathizers, who were mostly peasants from the interior. He had twenty gallows built and placed in a circle in the main plaza. One stood apart. It was for an officer who had been conscripted by the Reds but who had declared his intention to rejoin our side. When the Reds retreated, he had remained behind and hidden himself. Pokrovsky had him hanged anyhow. Practically all captured officers were hanged. To escape, it was not enough to plead that one had been forced into service. One had to prove that he had acted against the Reds. On August 2, 1918, a memorable date for me, we entered Ekaterinodar once again after six months' absence. Most of the people gave us a wild welcome. As we marched down the streets they shook our hands and invited the officers to dinner. After this, I received three days' leave to go see my family. I had had no news of them for several months, and I was apprehensive as I approached home. I was overjoyed to find my mother and younger brother well. They had heard from a Cossack who had seen me in Ekaterinodar that I was safe and sound. During the three days we spent together, my mother told me about life under the Bolsheviks. Many of our belongings and household goods had been requisitioned. The Reds had taken all my father's small arms, and even a pair of binoculars he had won in a pistol competition. As he took them, the soldier told my mother that they would be useful in helping aim the cannons against us as we attacked. The essence of civil war is irony: my father's binoculars might have helped kill me. My mother had not been badly harassed, though my seventeen-year-old brother had been arrested. But he had soon been released after some peasants my mother had once helped intervened. Leaving them was terribly painful. If I had realized that I would end up fighting in a civil war, I would never have Joined the army. Now it was too late. "Long farewells bring useless tears," says the Russian proverb. I got on my horse and galloped away to hide my tears. My regiment was already far away and it took me three days to catch up with it. The rout of the Reds was complete in the northern Caucasus. Cities and stanitzas fell to us one after another. Kuban Cossacks, officers, and even soldiers whom the Bolsheviks had not succeeded in converting, flowed into our ranks. We were now one hundred thousand strong. Young as I was, I knew the czarist regime was dead and that Russia needed serious reform -- but why must neighbors kill each other, destroy their farms and livestock, and raze their homes? 5. Farewell Mother Russia IT is NOT MY INTENTION to record the history of the Russian Civil War; that has already been done many times. I have recorded these reminiscences of my youth so that my later adventures will be understandable. For two years I fought in numerous battles, was wounded, had four horses shot from under me, and was lucky enough to survive. Without pretending to be a historian, I would like to suggest why the Army of Volunteers, as we were called, fell short of total victory over the Bolsheviks, even though our victories brought us very close to Moscow. We were so few. We had subdued an immense territory, populated by tens of millions, but our rear was always exposed and could furnish us with no reserves. The orders for general mobilization were ignored. Those who were drafted hid in the forests. Because we had no real supply system to speak of, we had to live off the population and we made enemies of the people everywhere. If my horse was killed, I had to replace it by requisitioning one from someone who had until then sympathized with us. The situation with clothing was even worse. For two years I was issued absolutely nothing, and to avoid being eaten alive by lice, I had to requisition whatever I needed from the populace. The government of the volunteer army issued its own money, called kolokoltchiki, but it wasn't worth the paper it was printed on. The population of the conquered areas accepted it only when they had no choice. It is clear why our presence was not always welcome, especially since our victims were usually from among the less well off. The privileged had connections and they could make things hard for us if we bothered them. People who owed their lives to us would complain to the high command about the smallest requisitions. Lenin, among others, recognized the real reason why we and all the White armies -- those of Kolchak, Deni-kine, loudenitch, and later Wrangel -- were defeated. So long as our armies were made up of volunteers who were enemies of Bolshevism, everything was all right. But when we had to conscript the peasants and our Red prisoners, our situation became vulnerable. After coming so close to victory, the volunteer army gave way before the avalanche of the Red forces and their partisans behind our lines. We had few munitions and weapons, and the Allied powers gave us practically nothing. After the French sailors at Odessa mutinied, the Allies were only confirmed in their desire to get out of Russia, where their soldiers might be contaminated by the new ideology. We could see that the end of Denikine's army was near. I wanted to say what I thought might be a last good-bye to my mother. When I arrived home, I was upset to learn that my brother had enlisted in the guard regiment commanded by my uncle. I had hoped he would stay home to care for my mother. The previous year he had enlisted in another regiment, but I had asked the commander to send him home, since he was a minor and had enlisted without our mother's consent. He had returned, but, as with me, his whole background pressed him into the fight. Our house was full of refugees, mostly Don Cossacks who had abandoned all their possessions so as not to fall into the hands of the Reds. On my last night home, I invited a few friends and a good accordionist and we spent the evening dancing. About l A.M. some Cossacks from our stanitza knocked on the door. "Lieutenant," one of them said, "the Reds are only twelve miles away. They'll be here by morning. You must leave right away. They'll kill you if they find you here." One of them saddled my horse. Six cavalrymen from my regiment had come for me. They had been with me for more than a year, since my last visit home. As I led the horse to the courtyard gate, my mother walked with me. She looked at me for a long time and then blessed me. I kissed her and leaped on my horse so as not to prolong the scene, and galloped off with my Cossacks. Nobody said a word. We had all been through the same drama. We rode all night in the direction of Ekaterinodar. The next day, all the roads leading to the city were clogged with refugees and soldiers. The city was unrecognizable. It had been very clean, even pretty. Now it was filthy, crowded with men and horses, and there were drunks everywhere. Our soldiers had pillaged the State-owned vodka factory and everyone, it seemed, had a bottle. I had no idea where to find our regiment, so I decided to press on toward the Black Sea, because I knew that in case of retreat our division would go to Touapse. I said good-bye to my friends. No one knew what the future would be. We practically had to fight our way across the railroad bridge, which was the only way out of Ekaterinodar in the direction of the mountains. Toward evening we arrived at a large tobacco plant that belonged to a Greek. Some girls who worked in the tobacco curing houses lived in one of the buildings. We asked if we could spend the night with them. I fell madly in love with one of them, a marvelously beautiful young woman. Our idyll lasted only the night and we parted the next morning with breaking hearts. When I got to Touapse, I learned that my regiment had already passed through, moving toward the Georgia border. Georgia had declared its independence from Russia. I caught up with it at Adier, a tiny and charming village beyond Sotchi. General Rasstegaev, who commanded my regiment, told me that it was now part of a cavalry brigade of which he was to take command. He made me his adjutant because I was good at writing reports and orders. But the appointment was meaningless; a few days later the brigade had ceased to exist. The mountain forests surrounding us were filled with Red partisans, the "Greens," who attacked continuously, while the Qth Red Army pressed us from the coast. Our Cossacks were increasingly demoralized. Now, we were ordered to Georgia, where we would certainly be disarmed and interned according to international law. The brigade was assembled and the order given to move toward the border, a few miles away. The general turned his head only to discover that half the brigade had not budged. He galloped back, with me following. "What are you doing here? Didn't you hear my orders?" he shouted at them. The general began to curse them, castigating them for their disobedience. It was a dangerous game to provoke three hundred Cossacks who were afraid of nothing or nobody. The only officer with them was a young lieutenant, a good friend of mine. At last he came forward and saluted his commander. "General, we have decided not to go to Georgia. We prefer to wait here and surrender to the Red Army." The general's face turned crimson. Without a word, he wheeled on his horse, rode over to those who had followed him, and ordered them to return to their lodgings. I knew that he was deeply humiliated. Not only had the Cossacks refused to obey him, but the lieutenant and at least fifty of them were from his own stanitza. An hour later, a cargo ship dropped anchor a good way from shore; Adier had no harbor. The sea was very rough, and a small boat lowered from the ship had a terrible time getting to shore. I went out to meet the landing party and asked what they had come for. The ship's second officer replied that they had been sent to pick up as many men as possible and take them to the Crimea. "But," he added, "we cannot take any horses. We have no way of loading them, and besides, we are anchored practically in the open sea." The general asked his Cossacks whether they would agree to embark for the Crimea without their horses. Their answer was immediate and unanimous; they would rather go to Georgia. At that point, the general made a mistake that cost him his command and his commission. Overwhelmed by betrayal, he wanted only to get away as soon as possible. "Pity, I shall leave alone, and you will accompany me," he said to me, "but I absolutely demand that they take our horses." He explained to the second officer that they were thoroughbreds that could not be left to the Bolsheviks. The officer agreed but only at our own risk. It took five hours to get the horses on board, and they were so frightened and exhausted that they took a week to recover. When we arrived at Theodosia, an ancient city founded by the Greeks, we presented ourselves to General Babiev, commander of the Cossack division. Shortly afterward, Rasstegaev was dismissed for having abandoned his Cossacks. (I saw him years later in Paris, singing for tips in a cabaret. I was too embarrassed to speak to him.) I was sent to the famous Wolf regiment, which had been established during the Civil War by General Schkouro. I was not held in blame, since it was assumed that I had had to follow the general's orders. A few days later, most of the Cossacks still at Adier were evacuated to Theodosia without their horses. Those who did not follow the general were conscripted into the Red Army. Without their horses, the Cossacks had lost their souls. Fortunately, new mounts were found for them two months later. General Denikine was forced to resign his command. The head of the new "Russian Army" was General Piotr Nikolaevitch, Baron Wrangel. A very cultivated man, he had been a mining engineer before becoming a soldier, and had studied at the famous Nicolas Cavalry School at St. Petersburg and later at the War College, where he had finished first in his class. During World War I he had won the Cross of St. George for having captured a German battery at the head of his squadron. During the Civil War he commanded the Cossack divisions and was very popular. He was the most liberal of all our generals and the most hated by the Bolsheviks, who called him the "Black Baron." They judged correctly that his very liberalism made him the most dangerous of their enemies. Alone among the White generals, he had a program for the future of Russia, if his troops should be victorious. He abolished reprisals against Red prisoners and forbade requisitions from the civilian population. But he had come to command too late, and he knew it. Immediately after he took command, he began to work out plans to evacuate the troops abroad in case of defeat. He made arrangements with the French government, the only foreign power that recognized his authority. Although he took the precaution of planning for a possible evacuation, Wrangel was not a man to give up without a fight. His plan was to break out of the peninsula and try to incite an insurrection while the Reds were having trouble on the Polish front. But his calculations left out one essential consideration: the Russian people could not forgive Wrangel for his foreign family alliances. During this new brief war, I had another proof of my extraordinary luck. Early in May of 1920, a week before our army broke out of the Crimea, I had been in the trenches with my regiment, facing the Red lines. One morning, the commander had ordered me to take a few Cossacks that night and try to capture prisoners. Between our lines and the Reds there was a wide no-man's-land where there were nightly skirmishes between reconnaisance parties. I chose a few Cossacks whom I knew to be adept at this kind of operation and we worked out a plan. To kill time during the afternoon, as we waited, I played a few hands of cards and won quite a lot of money. By evening, however, I was ill with chills and a high fever. When it was time to set out, I was running a temperature of 104. I could not possibly go on such a mission. Another officer went in my place. In the morning we learned that the reconnaisance party had fallen into an ambush and no one had returned. My illness was diagnosed as typhus. It left me completely exhausted; nonetheless, it had saved my life. I was sent away for a month's convalescence, and then repined my regiment. When General Wrangel realized that his offensive against the superior Red forces was doomed, he took a long shot. That was when he decided to invade part of the Kuban Cossack territory, hoping to stir the population against the Bolsheviks, of whom they had, by this time, some experience. His hopes were illusory. This was the last offensive of the White Army -- and it was the battle that claimed the life of my younger brother. Only the Cossack regiments were to invade Kuban from the coast of the Azov Sea, but our preparations were apparently known to the Reds well in advance. The landing was to take place near the stanitza of Primorsko-Akcht