shipeniem, s zheleznym grohotom poezd, obdal teploj vodyanoj pyl'yu, smyal vse zvuki, sumasshedshe zachastil svet zheltyh okon, i to propadalo, to poyavlyalos' v etom mel'kanii stranno podnyatoe k Sergeyu lico Lidy, ee shevelyashchiesya guby. - Peredaj Bannikovu, chto ya ego nenavizhu, - s trudom razobrav slova, uslyshal on ee golos. - A ya dura, tryapka, devchonka! YA nenavizhu sebya! Ponimaesh', Serezha? A ya dryan', glupaya dryan'! Esli by snova byt' chistoj, esli by snova!.. I, ne soglashayas', gotovyj v kakom-to isstuplennom poryve nezhnosti i proshcheniya obnyat' ee, uspokoit', skazat' chto-to opravdyvayushchee, zashchititel'noe, on smotrel v ee ozhestochennye glaza i chuvstvoval, kak v gorle tihoj bol'yu davilo, i on ne mog nichego vygovorit'. "Tak zachem ona? - podumal on s otchayaniem. - Ona dobraya, umnaya, krasivaya. No zachem ona igrala v kakuyu-to strannuyu legkomyslennuyu zhenshchinu?" Potom on ostalsya odin na platforme. Dal'nij shum poezda zatihal v lesah, davno uplyla v noch' krasnaya iskra poslednego vagona, i diko, neotvratimo, slovno raduyas' beshenoj svoej skorosti, zakrichal v chashche parovoz, rozhdaya moshchnye zvukovye perekaty: "Proshcha-aj!" - Proshchaj, - prosheptal Sergej, tol'ko sejchas ponyav, chto on bol'she nikogda ee ne uvidit. On soshel s platformy, sel v telegu i vdrug, kak by opomnivshis', besheno pognal loshad' v chernotu nochi, podal'she, podal'she ot etoj stancii.