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Email: yg@id.ru
WWW: http://fly.to/apon
Date: 17 Nov 1999
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"Hymn to Human Being."
Alas, this struggle is immortal,
And our love is evermore
For this can never be averted
Could never be sent flyingly ashore
We strive, we kill, we love, we wither
We painfully seem to love this world
We don't believe in god
and we don't worship devil either
And thus we forward go - headlong and bold
We everyday commit heroic deed
We try to soothe the pain and satisfy the need
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Whenever I think - I think about you
Whenever I dream - I dream about you
y mind is blowing up
My thoughts are gone astray
Why can't you go away
And leave my soul for good
I have to own your world
There has to be a way... 05.99
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"Milton."
Robert Blake - classical English poet (18[th] century).
And did those feet in ancient times
Walked upon England's mountains green
And was the Holy Lamb of God
On England's pleasant pastures seen?
And did the Countenance Divine
Shone forth upon our clouded hills
And was Jerusalem builded here
Among these dark satanic mills?
Bring me my bow of burning gold
Bring me my arrows of desire
Bring me my sword - oh! clowds unfold
Bring me my chariot of fire!
I will not cease the mental fight
Nor shall my sword sleep in my hand
Until we build Jerusalem
In England's green and pleasant land!
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For Glin
Thou art so fine, thou art so pure,
This longing I cannot endure -
I must be gone, but I will stay,
For I have met thou on my way...
Let no one find a fault in thee,
Thou make my mind so strong and free,
Untimely is our precious love
It spreads its wings like first spring dove...
Oh, let it fly so far -
To where thou can shed thee light, my star!
August 1999 - Oludeniz, Turkey
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Whence is my love?!
Alas, it's gone...
But fear not -
And it will come...
He, who is strong at heart
And who is wise in mind
By love goes blind
Submits to what thou art!
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